This is the Journal of Monica Isabel

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So Summer is officially here...It was so hot today it got up to about 93. ...HOT for my area...I got home from work and since it was such a beautiful day,  I decided to make dinner for my family.. ..but it was too hot to cook in the house. So I turned on the Pit....Yes I know how to barbeque too.. So you may ask, well what was on the menu for today?.. Here are a few pics...


1. My famous Jalapeno Bacon Beans...My Dad's Favorite...


2. Seasoned Steamed Asparagus


3. Onion and Garlic Shrimp


4. And Barbecue Chicken marinated in secret sauce;)



At the dinner table, My Dad was saying how important it is that a women knows how too cook...because now a days a lot of girls dont know how...And that my mom taught us girls well...My Daddy loves my cooking...he said Im ready to Get Married...lmfao  

HAPPY SUMMER!

LMFAOOOO...this guy knows his sheds!!

Current Mood: thoughtful

TODAY:
 
I just got back from my LA trip...Since i've been back home, all day I have been so out of it....you can say spaced out....

I think what i saw this weekend i couldn't believe my eyes...i mean i know about it...but when i actually seen...him and her....

Honestly it broke my heart.... Saturday when he met up with us...she was with him and they sat with us =(me, my cousin, and her fiance) 

at the restaurant and had drinks with us...

And my body became still... I was in a daze...I became quiet and i think everyone noticed...

It was so odd to be there with HIM and his girl...he had my heart or does he....

And there was times that our eyes would lock for a minute...but i couldn't bare it...I would turn  away...

Memories and emotions came over me.....i began to question if i was over him...I dunno....*sigh

Sigh....thats what ive been doing all day....

I need to stop...

So my cousin kept ordering drinks for me and was feeling a lil buzzed...we went to cousins house and  continued to drink...

and then I passed out ....haha...Its funny how a bottle of Grey Goose can be your Friend when you are feeling down lol

----------- on another note ---------

TOMORROW:

I'll be in Sacramento from Tuesday to next Tuesday... for some training for work...Im excited but also nervous...but im sure ill be alright....:0)

Saturday night im getting together with some friends and cousins...We all are going out to "the Park"... some club ....Ms. Greeneyez we should meet up...or 

anyone else from Sacramento area....:) 

More updates later....

bye

xoox